88

tonight ,

today ,

us ,

amazing

81

غمگین ترین رابطه زندگیم و باهاش داشتم
حس بین زمین و هوا
آخ

73

so much on my mind that i can't express
deep down in my heart there's something that keeps on telling me that its wrong
but
it feels so right
that i dont want to think about any other thing about it
i was waiting for this day
that you would love me
that they hasnt come yet
but it will.
or i will get ruined
sitting at a corner and waiting
like always

72

the evenings that he drops me home
oh those depressing winter evenings when there's traffic
and
our energy is gone
but
all i want is another traffic light
so i can stare at you and not worry about a damn thing
the moment i close the door car and walk in the driveway
it kills me
it just does
i am at a point that i want to live with you
but it wont happen
i rather not think about it
and have a large bowl of ice cream
yeah ...

71

یعنی میشه همه اینروزهای سردگرمی رابطه مون سر و سامون بگیره ؟
که تو تمام و کمال بشی مال من
که نخوام جلوی احساساتم و بگیرم
که حق دوست داشتنت و داشته باشم
که وقتی دلم میخواد بهت بگم دوست دارم
بهت بگم که عاشقتم و تو هم بپذیری
نه که مسول و نگران احساستم باشی
که دیگه من و دوره یی نخوای
من و برای همیشه بخوای
همونطوری که من تورو همه جور و همیشه و توی همه ی شرایط خواستم

70

you kiss my hands .
 my tiny hand in your palm
   i touch your wrist and count the beats
       your  gentle kisses on my forehead

butterflies all over my stomach

63

when i dropped
him
off
i
cried
even though
i
promised
him
not to cry anymore for
him
i
could not resist the tears
i
am confused
about
his
love
i
told
him
that
he
lost
my
love and
he
told
me
that
he
did not deserves it anyways
...
and that's when you realize life is not that hard but people are confuse...

it's a big world and we all run in big circles

59

how is it that you love someone and they just seem not to give a damn fuck .
 i cried a lot for the past 48 hours
 last night all alone in the park ,
 and tonight , fuck with tonight .
 it torn me apart
 i don't want to love anymore
 the more i love , the more i get hurt

hmm nagging all the times for things that are so irritating in my life .
let go
let go let go

من اونو میخوام اما اون من و نمیخواد

why would you even get involved emotionally when you're not even damn emotionally balanced ?!

دیوونه شدم با خودم حرف میزنم
نشستم رو تخت با موهای باز عر میزنم فقط
i shall just pass the fuck out .

57

lets hope that what happened is just beginning of something really amazing ?! ... 

amazing : ) 

42

بي اهميتي ، خيلي ميدونم بخاطر كوكولي اينجوري ولي من از كوكولي قوي ترم اونقد پيشت ميمونم تا كوكولي بره