9

I just want to remind myself and also remember that twenty two by far was the most challenging ,
also , I can feel the woman I'm turning to
growing up is bittersweet .

8

That moment when you walk by her and you don't say hello...
time change people
and people change,
and there's no hope ,
so you better just stop caring.

7

watched the oscar tonight at gir-cha's with Rana and others .
so glad that The artist was nominated and won couple of oscars , they absolutely deserved it after all the efforts they put in for the movie.
passing out at this moment .
oops
zzzzzzZZZZZzzzz

6

today was one of the most important day of my life .
I'm done with my interview
finally !
despite of how everything got messed up last minute from the weather , our power electricity went down , my portfolio got lost and so on ,
but the interview went on great .
I get to sleep after a while :)

5

My internet at home is disconnected :( I had to take the modem back to them and the new company is coming to reconnect tomorrow morning . ah what a bad time , now that i'm working on my portfolio and I need internet access I only have my one and only 3G .

things are getting better with my portfolio and everything in general , I'm at OCAD right now and I was working on my damn creative personal statement . I'm not even good at righting essays! whatever it wants to be , a creative one , a non creative one . I can just write short phrases . short nonsense sentences in a weird format that mostly looks like a haiku .
anyways, I have to write it and it's a must .
aight ,
going for a smoke under butterfeild with sunshine .

4

busy days , short days , collage days , portfolio days , productive days , sexless days , loveless days , new hope days , temporary days , drawing days , stressful days ,
and these days
will go on with a new resolution .

3

I've been working on my portfolio,listening to fever ray, inhaling nonstop for the past 48 hours , I feel like I don't have enough time even though everything is very prepared and organized...

I'm going through a very emotional phase with my close friend , but I'm too mad to say anything . my mind is totally blocked about it.

I'm having a cup of warm tea and writing poems in my journal .

sometimes letting go is for your own good .