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I feel something so strange deep down what if it doesn't go the way I planned for ?

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Soo i didnt try posting with my phone , it's annoyingly slow but , better than not writing at all you know ... I'm at my crib , smoking the cigarette after my joint and all i did today was grocery clea ing cooking food , cupcakes and kossher like that . I only wish to get away from this uncomfortableness at home ... In 8 days .

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بي اهميتي ، خيلي ميدونم بخاطر كوكولي اينجوري ولي من از كوكولي قوي ترم اونقد پيشت ميمونم تا كوكولي بره

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can i get higher than this ?! [ all is full of love ] shouting in my earsss leaving in 9 days , so happy , bought Polaroid camera / went dt with parents / lots of whiskey / lots of pot/ lots of disturbed conversations with my dad . / fucking finally got my period ! / [ next song playing : Royksopp - what else is there ] bought french books and trying to learn at last / I really wanted to talk to maca but she didn't pick up / paid my ocad deposit .phewww / that's about it .

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i'm starting to drink whiskey and liking it which is very strange since in the past 22 years of my life I was never a fan of whiskey but I'm liking it more than anything else at this phase . keeps me warm inside and out . I had my last glass of J.D with ice @ biistro 4 2 2 with Izk & maca. I love hanging out in random bars with random/great people .

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mother's day , I didn't do anything for her, just gave her a hug and told her how much i love her . I guess that's what everyone wants, love with a whole heart.

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You'll be given love You'll be taken care of You'll be given love You have to trust it Maybe not from the sources You have poured yours Maybe not from the directions You are staring at Trust your head around It's all around you All is full of love All around you All is full of love You just aint receiving All is full of love Your phone is off the hook All is full of love Your doors are all shut All is full of love! All is full of love All is full of love All is full of love All is full of love All is full of love Bjork - All Is Full Of Love