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i miss writing
miss it miss it miss it
the days where i could just write down with out any censorship and ideas would flow in my mind nonstop
i had stuff to talk about
i could express
but now days
i just fucking nag about the fact and i can't fucking write
what is with me
that keeps me away so much with writing ..?

77

school classes are done

one term went by so fast 

the best four months of my life passed 

first semester at o c a d u 

thank you 

i mean it 

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lost interest.

74

get rid of of anything that will destroy you ...

73

so much on my mind that i can't express
deep down in my heart there's something that keeps on telling me that its wrong
but
it feels so right
that i dont want to think about any other thing about it
i was waiting for this day
that you would love me
that they hasnt come yet
but it will.
or i will get ruined
sitting at a corner and waiting
like always

72

the evenings that he drops me home
oh those depressing winter evenings when there's traffic
and
our energy is gone
but
all i want is another traffic light
so i can stare at you and not worry about a damn thing
the moment i close the door car and walk in the driveway
it kills me
it just does
i am at a point that i want to live with you
but it wont happen
i rather not think about it
and have a large bowl of ice cream
yeah ...