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Just the moment that the bus turns on starts driving slowly in the tiny streets of downtown toronto , i realized how much this city will be missed and how. Much i belong and i love toronto , but as i said before sometimes letting go is for your own good. Meanwhile lets love Montréal !!!

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Walking and lighting up the joint ... 3:45 am Me sitting in the middle of the street finishibg the joint , lighting up the cigarette . 3:50 am A house's light turns on .3:51 am Lights off . Me nervous . 3:52 am Me , thinking about montreal and living alone for the first time . 3:56 am ( wow that took long ) I saw the last meteor of a summer night . 3:57 am Sip of my water 3:58 am Walking back home ( i think this is the last time im sitting here at this very moment , may 29th ,2012 . I think about time alot . I'm like the rabbit in wonderland . Carrying watches and clocls and numbers and dates and time around ) 3:59 am I'm walking back . 4:00 am

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I feel something so strange deep down what if it doesn't go the way I planned for ?

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Soo i didnt try posting with my phone , it's annoyingly slow but , better than not writing at all you know ... I'm at my crib , smoking the cigarette after my joint and all i did today was grocery clea ing cooking food , cupcakes and kossher like that . I only wish to get away from this uncomfortableness at home ... In 8 days .

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بي اهميتي ، خيلي ميدونم بخاطر كوكولي اينجوري ولي من از كوكولي قوي ترم اونقد پيشت ميمونم تا كوكولي بره

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can i get higher than this ?! [ all is full of love ] shouting in my earsss leaving in 9 days , so happy , bought Polaroid camera / went dt with parents / lots of whiskey / lots of pot/ lots of disturbed conversations with my dad . / fucking finally got my period ! / [ next song playing : Royksopp - what else is there ] bought french books and trying to learn at last / I really wanted to talk to maca but she didn't pick up / paid my ocad deposit .phewww / that's about it .

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i'm starting to drink whiskey and liking it which is very strange since in the past 22 years of my life I was never a fan of whiskey but I'm liking it more than anything else at this phase . keeps me warm inside and out . I had my last glass of J.D with ice @ biistro 4 2 2 with Izk & maca. I love hanging out in random bars with random/great people .