59

how is it that you love someone and they just seem not to give a damn fuck .
 i cried a lot for the past 48 hours
 last night all alone in the park ,
 and tonight , fuck with tonight .
 it torn me apart
 i don't want to love anymore
 the more i love , the more i get hurt

hmm nagging all the times for things that are so irritating in my life .
let go
let go let go

من اونو میخوام اما اون من و نمیخواد

why would you even get involved emotionally when you're not even damn emotionally balanced ?!

دیوونه شدم با خودم حرف میزنم
نشستم رو تخت با موهای باز عر میزنم فقط
i shall just pass the fuck out .

58

first day of school such a beautiful school day well , the classes haven't started yet but i got my card and did my loan stuff it feels good to know oc a d if finally my home school . so excited for this year

57

lets hope that what happened is just beginning of something really amazing ?! ... 

amazing : ) 

56

this is what he wrote for me : I must go to sleep and pretend you are with me

55

Lying down , Its 3:39 am And its my last night . i'm leaving tomorrow morning , the past 65 days here were the most adventures days of my life . I knew 22 would get better atlast . 22/2012 was the year i developed in every stage possible , character wise , social wise and in general somehow exotic . So , i have mixed feelings about going back . I mean i have to but at the same time i got used to this life so much that it makes me scared not to have it anymore . Mont rèal thought me so much . So much that i'm energized for a while . Kiss goodnight to my last night of this beautiful town xxx

54

so its july 30th already ?! 2 months already ?

53

i dont write that often anymore i prefer to take photos and capture moments in my mind within myself every moment of my life is so beautiful that i dont want to share it with anyone , i just want to sit down and think about my beautiful memories . just like this morning and six am when i woke up and went to the balcony and just stared at the rain ... life is full o moments and i want to live in those moments...