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"Dear Nazila:

Congratulations!

Your portfolio presentation was strong and your application for admission to OCAD University has been successful. On behalf of the university, I am delighted to extend the offer of admission to the First Year, Bachelor of Fine Arts program in the Faculty of Art. "


Today , will always stay in my memory ,
march 29th,2012
the day I got accepted to  "OCAD"
never been this happy
They finally adopted me !



Today is the first day of the rest of my life .

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I'm really pissed .
why can't I just have my acceptance already ?

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so , we drove to Hamilton . Me & Frankie .
really needed to get away from toronto ,
even for few minutes
I love toronto
but
sometimes,
I feel like there's no more places I can hang out
and it makes me worried ...
I'm so tired of the same streets that I keep on driving back and forth .
same subway trains,
same alleys ,
same home,
same places,
same life ,
same everything,
same me ?!
...

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Capricorn's Daily Horoscope : March 24, 2012 "You're not known for associating with dull people. In fact, if someone isn't funny, interesting or intelligent, they shouldn't expect to see you again. Prepare to add a name to that esteemed list."

I absolutely got my answer towards you with my horoscope :)

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daddy turned 60 ,
never experienced 60 so close ,
when did he got so old ?
it's a strange age
so fucking strange ...
it hurts .

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thirteen ninety one
is
here .


[ how strange ]

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Spring is here all of a sudden ,
never seen Toronto this warm in middle of March .
this morning when I was standing by my window looking at the sunshine and feeling like it's summer , I had the most nostalgic deja vu .I can't even describe how I felt but everything made sense at that moment , life had a meaning in a glance , the vibe that entered my body from toe to head made my want to run in big circles and scream .
all of these feelings ,emotions and different phases that I go through is happening because at this moment of my life there is absolutely nothing stabled , everything is all over the place ... and I'm just wondering that when ? when will all these stress and instability will go away ... like now , now that it's 6:48 AM and I'm still awake and thinking...