64

rebound ,
the saddest word that one can say .
when you basically replacing one person with another .
and that replacement is not pleasant at all .
and i'm going through a rebound that is more like killing myself slowly
everything reminds me of someone else and i have to pretend by smiling and trying to act like nothing happened .
nothing happened ?
everything happened for the past two weeks .

tabarnak

63

when i dropped
him
off
i
cried
even though
i
promised
him
not to cry anymore for
him
i
could not resist the tears
i
am confused
about
his
love
i
told
him
that
he
lost
my
love and
he
told
me
that
he
did not deserves it anyways
...
and that's when you realize life is not that hard but people are confuse...

it's a big world and we all run in big circles

62

school days
sleepless days
lovey dovey days
m aa d m e n days
high days
excited/lost/enchanted & at last happy !

61

7 am
yonge and sheppard
i hate you

60

sitting in my studios floor ,
listening to a m elies soundtrack
life is strange
school is different
today i did some graffiti
im working on my colour project now .
im isolated and feel like there are no outer world outside my room
it doesnt make me sad anymore
loneliness is becoming a  part of me ,
that part of me that i enjoy
enjoying spending time alone
most of the time i dont find people interesting
much of them bore me
and the rest ...
too annoying to even consider
but this loneliness is aright
i get more time to observe
...

59

how is it that you love someone and they just seem not to give a damn fuck .
 i cried a lot for the past 48 hours
 last night all alone in the park ,
 and tonight , fuck with tonight .
 it torn me apart
 i don't want to love anymore
 the more i love , the more i get hurt

hmm nagging all the times for things that are so irritating in my life .
let go
let go let go

من اونو میخوام اما اون من و نمیخواد

why would you even get involved emotionally when you're not even damn emotionally balanced ?!

دیوونه شدم با خودم حرف میزنم
نشستم رو تخت با موهای باز عر میزنم فقط
i shall just pass the fuck out .

58

first day of school such a beautiful school day well , the classes haven't started yet but i got my card and did my loan stuff it feels good to know oc a d if finally my home school . so excited for this year