9

I just want to remind myself and also remember that twenty two by far was the most challenging ,
also , I can feel the woman I'm turning to
growing up is bittersweet .

8

That moment when you walk by her and you don't say hello...
time change people
and people change,
and there's no hope ,
so you better just stop caring.

7

watched the oscar tonight at gir-cha's with Rana and others .
so glad that The artist was nominated and won couple of oscars , they absolutely deserved it after all the efforts they put in for the movie.
passing out at this moment .
oops
zzzzzzZZZZZzzzz

6

today was one of the most important day of my life .
I'm done with my interview
finally !
despite of how everything got messed up last minute from the weather , our power electricity went down , my portfolio got lost and so on ,
but the interview went on great .
I get to sleep after a while :)

5

My internet at home is disconnected :( I had to take the modem back to them and the new company is coming to reconnect tomorrow morning . ah what a bad time , now that i'm working on my portfolio and I need internet access I only have my one and only 3G .

things are getting better with my portfolio and everything in general , I'm at OCAD right now and I was working on my damn creative personal statement . I'm not even good at righting essays! whatever it wants to be , a creative one , a non creative one . I can just write short phrases . short nonsense sentences in a weird format that mostly looks like a haiku .
anyways, I have to write it and it's a must .
aight ,
going for a smoke under butterfeild with sunshine .

4

busy days , short days , collage days , portfolio days , productive days , sexless days , loveless days , new hope days , temporary days , drawing days , stressful days ,
and these days
will go on with a new resolution .

3

I've been working on my portfolio,listening to fever ray, inhaling nonstop for the past 48 hours , I feel like I don't have enough time even though everything is very prepared and organized...

I'm going through a very emotional phase with my close friend , but I'm too mad to say anything . my mind is totally blocked about it.

I'm having a cup of warm tea and writing poems in my journal .

sometimes letting go is for your own good .

2

so , all i did today, was enjoying every moment of sunshine in the cold weather , taking photos , smoking joints , drinking coffee , driving around , working on the new project and loving every single moment of today.

I guess i'm turning to a happier person , which is absolutely great for someone who has been depressed most of her life .

happiness loves me .

song of the day : Fever Ray -Keep the streets empty

1

It's about time , time to start a blog in english , since it's the most stressful and critical days of my life . but this is not the only reason for my blog , I've been a blogger for years but my writings were mostly in Farsi my most active days of writing was when google reader was alive it was the best thing that ever existed before they completely destroy it and launch it with bloody google plus :(

so , I'm here once again trying to write ( hopefully on a daily basis ) I still feel uncomfortable this whole new blog but eventually I'll feel different .

should I introduce myself ? I don't think it's even necessary to do that since there would be absolutely no one reading these stuff for a while .

for now ,all this blank blog needs to know about me is a twenty two years old girl from Toronto.


song of the day : Royksopp-what else is there