31

our phase was over
you know
life is long
...

30

Young girl in the market
Music to the men
When the men leave
Her eyes are red
When her eyes are closed again she sees the dark market of above

And she sings
'They say the most horrible things
But I hear violins, when I close my eyes
I am at the center of the sun
And I cannot be hurt
By anything this wicked world has done'

Young boy in the market
Follows all the men
When the men leave
He's out of his head
When his eyes are closed again he sees the dark market of above

And he sings
'They break the most beautiful things
But I hear violins, when I close my eyes
I am at the center of the sun
And I cannot be hurt
By anything this wicked world has done
I look into your eyes
And I am at the center of the sun
And I cannot be hurt
By anything this wicked world has done'

Center of the sun

Young boy in the market
Sees the girl alone
And asks her
'Have you lost your way home?'
She sings
'You say the most beautiful things, just like my violins'

I look into your eyes
I am at the center of the sun
And I cannot be hurt
By anything this wicked world has done

When I close my eyes
I am at the center of the sun
And I cannot be hurt
By anything this wicked world has done

'Cause
I hear violins
I hear violins

I hear violins
I hear violins

Center of the sun

I hear ...violins

29

quit cigarettes day 3 !!!

28

these days , I just think of love ,
how i missed to be loved by someone ,
doesn't matter who
just someone out there who would actually care about me and love me ,
I'm not exaggerating at all
but I haven't felt loved in a loooong time
I mean
I loved couple of people
but
they never loved me back ...
I guess i'm giving up loving people and starting loving things ...

27

there is a pause ,
there is something in pause in my life that's been bothering me ,
there's a feeling that feels like a pause
I have no idea when that pause started to kick
but definitely could sense the pause ...
I wanna play soon .!