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[whiskey , bahman and peymanyazdanian]
strange feelings
i stopped it
its strange how you can love someone so much and the next second " boom "
its gone !
i just dont understand the whole point of love
i mean everything is changeable
if everything can change
he was right
if people can fade away so easy from each other's eyes
then how can someone trust loving
i guess you just have to take the risk
but what if i dont want to go through the harm and pain ?
what if i want to live my life alone and not stress about someone else's feelings and emotions ?
what if i am scared of commitment and responsibilities ?
strange yet exciting and time consuming lol

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i just miss writing

miss being creative when i was able to just transfer every little thing that would happen in my head to my hands .

its hard when you stop for a while 

you stop to express 

you rather have a photo image 

but that doesnt work for you since im getting very forgetful 

I mean i'm getting as bad that i don't even want to write any essays anymore . 

i'll get to  the habit again ...