28

these days , I just think of love ,
how i missed to be loved by someone ,
doesn't matter who
just someone out there who would actually care about me and love me ,
I'm not exaggerating at all
but I haven't felt loved in a loooong time
I mean
I loved couple of people
but
they never loved me back ...
I guess i'm giving up loving people and starting loving things ...

27

there is a pause ,
there is something in pause in my life that's been bothering me ,
there's a feeling that feels like a pause
I have no idea when that pause started to kick
but definitely could sense the pause ...
I wanna play soon .!