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busy days , short days , collage days , portfolio days , productive days , sexless days , loveless days , new hope days , temporary days , drawing days , stressful days ,
and these days
will go on with a new resolution .

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I've been working on my portfolio,listening to fever ray, inhaling nonstop for the past 48 hours , I feel like I don't have enough time even though everything is very prepared and organized...

I'm going through a very emotional phase with my close friend , but I'm too mad to say anything . my mind is totally blocked about it.

I'm having a cup of warm tea and writing poems in my journal .

sometimes letting go is for your own good .

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so , all i did today, was enjoying every moment of sunshine in the cold weather , taking photos , smoking joints , drinking coffee , driving around , working on the new project and loving every single moment of today.

I guess i'm turning to a happier person , which is absolutely great for someone who has been depressed most of her life .

happiness loves me .

song of the day : Fever Ray -Keep the streets empty

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It's about time , time to start a blog in english , since it's the most stressful and critical days of my life . but this is not the only reason for my blog , I've been a blogger for years but my writings were mostly in Farsi my most active days of writing was when google reader was alive it was the best thing that ever existed before they completely destroy it and launch it with bloody google plus :(

so , I'm here once again trying to write ( hopefully on a daily basis ) I still feel uncomfortable this whole new blog but eventually I'll feel different .

should I introduce myself ? I don't think it's even necessary to do that since there would be absolutely no one reading these stuff for a while .

for now ,all this blank blog needs to know about me is a twenty two years old girl from Toronto.


song of the day : Royksopp-what else is there